1. I feel happy because I finally moved on with my legal capacity.
2. I feel depressed because my plans didn’t work out and when everything turned against me I started to feel sad and worried.
3. I feel grateful that I still have friends who are always there, and I hope they will be there.
4. I feel happy because I am studying my favorite subject, and in that subject I can realize myself.
   5, I feel depressed because I am losing touch with the reality that the boarding school offers me. I am separating myself more and more from the team because everything has become uninteresting to me.
5. I feel happy, even though I didn’t travel much this year, but I experienced a lot of positivity from the people, places I discovered and stories I heard…
6. I feel depressed because I still can’t cope with my emotions. I often got into unnecessary conflicts this year.
   Although I have many good teachers and advisors, it’s hard for me to lower my shield against them.
7. I feel grateful because I have a friend who is quite annoying, but I can’t live without her. She is my helper on difficult days.
8. I feel happy that I have a roof over my head, because how many situations have there been this year when nature itself showed signs that what it has is better than nothing at all,
9. I feel satisfied that I can share my accumulated music with other people, and this encourages me to somehow not give in to gloomy moods….
   although sometimes I feel like I’m burning out, but that feeling of family and need drives me forward.
10. I feel calm, although sometimes anxiety attacks so strongly and unexpectedly, but I have a goal – to prove that I can always overcome everything on my own.
11. I feel grateful to Vytautas Žukauskas, the organizer of the plein air. For encouraging me to love the town more and more. Even though that town seems to be on the edge of the world.

and finally,
I am grateful to those people, those events and those lessons that determined my 2024. Although I feel like not everything has been learned, there are things to be grateful for and to be happy about.