I wish it would be over sooner, the waiting for the new home to become clear would be over.
I’m still here, waiting for decisions, and it’s getting harder every time to stay calm and not to be abeyant… it’s hard for me because I still have to wait in the queue, and I don’t know how long that queue will last….

I am not afraid of anything, even though I contradict myself, but there will be no doubt when I get in the car and move towards my goal.
And the worst thing is that everything is bouncing back on people who are driving me out of patience, and they are unpredictable, and it doesn’t take much for me to get into remission, which I may not get.