today my mood is explosive and I find it difficult to communicate with the people I care about. I want to “slap” and scold everyone.

They want me to change my mind about leaving, and I have the feeling that they are too lazy (unwilling) to let me go, on the grounds that it might be worse there…

but I’ve learned to walk alone and to be ready for anything, because I’m the kind of person who runs away when I don’t find a solution… and now, with certain people, I don’t find it.