I know I am giving up because I don’t see any more way out and I am tired of fighting with inadequate people. maybe I am running into bigger problems, but here, I am tired, and before the ink dries, I have the opportunity to change and to change myself and my environment.

I hope that it will be half a year of waiting, and I won’t do any more bad things before then, but it’s all decided, and nothing will move me out of it