how easy it is to say when everything seems to be against me, and my world is again painted with colors of anxiety and the feeling that everyone is deceiving you. I don’t know what, how and where, but I need to do something about it, because the feeling is not for the faint of heart.
I need to run.
but, some people will try to convince me that this is the best place where I can appear, but bad emotions force me to look for another way out and another solution. maybe that solution has been in my head for a long time, but I feel sorry to leave my friends and people dear to me.

but at the same time I know that running is not a solution, and wherever I run, there will be people who will not give me peace, and the only way out is to calm down myself,…
I don’t know where this phase of searching will take me, but maybe I will find new wisdom on how to cope with my irrepressible desire to run