Today I realize, that I am more on Low Spoons than I have ever been in all my life. That night full of anxiety-driven insomnia makes me dysfunctional and only a couple of days ago I feel stable and real …..

you see, my life is full of high and low moments, then on high I can work or do something 24 hours a day and feel energetic and full of life. other side, when low kicks I am a death corp or ghost in a shell ( not decided yet) and feel overwhelmed by strange music and anxiety, which drives me crazy…