my life changed when I started thinking differently. I’m not saying that I don’t drown in self-pity, sadness and anxiety, but now my life is different…
i understand that there will still be things in my world, i understand that everything will repeat itself for no reason, but now i’m happy. i’m happy that i can finally enjoy being at home and understanding that, maybe, this will be a home for life.

no matter what happens, i try and will try to get out, and i will try to find myself again, my world which is different now, it took fourteen difficult years for that.
i will not give up, and i will travel the best path, the path of self-knowledge and self-discovery….
this is just the beginning of everything, and a good beginning