I wish it would be over sooner, the waiting for the new home to become clear would be over.I’m still here, waiting for decisions, and it’s getting harder every time […]
Category: Life on the Edge
[se02ep06] don’t look back
sometimes it seems that there are no good things in my life and my world revolves around the disastrous day that was yesterday.Apparently, I have nothing to do and it […]
[se02ep04] for some reason I feel tired ( again under the wrong wave)
today my mood is explosive and I find it difficult to communicate with the people I care about. I want to “slap” and scold everyone. They want me to change […]
[se01ep22] before ink dries out
I know I am giving up because I don’t see any more way out and I am tired of fighting with inadequate people. maybe I am running into bigger problems, […]
[se01ep21] what I will leave behind
it’s hard for me, but the decision is made I’m moving to another home…I know it’s running away from myself, but I’m tired of fighting other people’s battles, and moving […]
[se01ep18] don’t be nervous, everything will be fine…
how easy it is to say when everything seems to be against me, and my world is again painted with colors of anxiety and the feeling that everyone is deceiving […]
[se01ep16] Anxiety, Low & High
Today I realize, that I am more on Low Spoons than I have ever been in all my life. That night full of anxiety-driven insomnia makes me dysfunctional and only […]
[se01ep14] my life is different now
my life changed when I started thinking differently. I’m not saying that I don’t drown in self-pity, sadness and anxiety, but now my life is different…i understand that there will […]
[se01ep13] realisation PT.1
today I realize that here is my home, and how screwed I am depending on my attitude. I am tired of being in constant negativity and self-pity, and now, when […]
[se01ep09] did I live best life here?
some people in this house try to convince me that I live the best life ever and that everything that happens in my life is no accident … what about […]
[se01ep04] first time in writing project
first time in my life, I had nothing to say, but my mind and psyche racing through the motions… as I try to stay healthy and positive, a lot of […]
[se00ep02] I’m tired of fighting.
I’m tired of fighting, maybe it’s time to calm down in this pointless fight. Although I’m tired of the same faces, and the same fools, I’ll stay in this house […]