It’s my fourteenth year in this house, and I like almost everything… Almost, when all the nonsense started with the people around I started to feel like an exile here. […]
Category: Boarding House
[ se02ep15] it’s all in your head (mine too)
we are one with our lives. we are one with our demons and angels because it’s all in our heads…Now I’m bad with my psyche and I’ve gone crazy again. […]
[se02ep14] alive? (random thoughts)
I understand that it will be no different and that you will have to make difficult choices in your life. The question is, what if it doesn’t work out and […]
[se02ep09] somehow stuck in my mind
trying to convince myself that my life hasn’t stopped, that everything will be fine here and now. I’m trying to catch that good wave before I move on to the […]
[se02ep08] I don’t know what is happening to me
Lately I feel like everything is falling apart, and there is no good news in my world.I feel ashamed to talk to people when I have nothing good to say […]
[ se02ep07] why I’m trying to escape ( and from whom)
My life is full of noise now, both inside and around me. Sometimes it seems that unpredictable people have taken over the whole horizon, and the noise around me will […]
[se02ep05] running away from or protecting oneself
There’s no turning back, but what’s better than protecting yourself and running away from yourself, or constantly feeling panicky and waiting for it to finally get the better of you. […]
[se02ep03] someone, somewhere, with someone
I’ve been thinking about my experience in a foster home for a long time, and I realise one thing, it’s time for me to get out of here. I know […]
[se01ep22] before ink dries out
I know I am giving up because I don’t see any more way out and I am tired of fighting with inadequate people. maybe I am running into bigger problems, […]
[se01ep21] what I will leave behind
it’s hard for me, but the decision is made I’m moving to another home…I know it’s running away from myself, but I’m tired of fighting other people’s battles, and moving […]
[se01ep17] the decision is made
I decided to move from my old room to another room closer to the wardroom because the drunken neighbor and the ghost were starting to annoy me there….and by the […]
[se01ep13] realisation PT.1
today I realize that here is my home, and how screwed I am depending on my attitude. I am tired of being in constant negativity and self-pity, and now, when […]
[se01ep10] i choose to be angry and happy
once again, we talk about me and my surroundings, and the realization that I choose to be angry and happy at the same time… let me explain: first: there is […]
[se01ep06] another why
people tend to do that, and when they’re unwell, they try to drag you down with their bad emotions.I know, it happens to me too, but why is that?Instead of […]