Today, I realised that I am just short of going completely insane. My environment is making me try to escape again, because once again I don’t see the meaning and substance of my existence.

My friends are going crazy, and I don’t know what to expect. I’m going crazy myself… but how it hurts to think…

I need to disappear somehow, somewhere, because anything can happen again. It’s just hard for me now, it’s hard to keep my sanity when the whole world is going crazy.