There’s no turning back, but what’s better than protecting yourself and running away from yourself, or constantly feeling panicky and waiting for it to finally get the better of you.

You think both are bad, but life is trying to turn you around and running away from yourself seems the logical solution.

and maybe they are right, I am giving up, but when the stupid shout, the clever are silent, and it will always be like that, and it doesn’t matter that they are still waiting for me to come to my senses (which I won’t). I am tired of scolding and waiting for a blow from an unpredictable person, I am tired of hoping that everything will go away and that I will be fine. because it won’t be, and running away is the solution, at least for now…